Lilypie Pregnancy tickers

Lilypie Pregnancy tickers

Wednesday, May 18, 2011

It's been a while..

B. I haven’t been keeping up on this blog thing like I should. There are so many things that are running through my mind lately. We have about 62 days until you get here, and there is so much that I still need to get done. I haven’t even started organizing your room yet. Every time I walk by your room I just get stressed out. I made daddy go with me to babies’r’us the other day to get diapers… and then about $200 worth of other baby things! There are so many things that I still want to get you and so much that I still need to do in order to make this house feel ready for the big day. I look in your closet and realize that I haven’t even started your laundry yet. There are toys and items still in boxes, things stuck in drawers, and nothing is in its place. I am waiting on my chair and your curtain. I need to finish painting the closet where daddy patched things up.  Daddy needs to run the cables and set up the TV in your room. We are still waiting on your airplane pictures from pottery barn, and we can’t hang your mobile until the pictures are in! ahh.. just reading all this makes me feel stressed. I made a list the other day of all the things I still need to get before you decide to make your appearance… mommy wants to make sure you have everything you need and more B. I just can’t wait until I am sit in your room and know that it’s ready and waiting for you. You would be really impressed by how well Riley is doing with not touching your things. I thought for sure she would be messing at all the new stuff in your room, but she doesn’t. I think she knows that all those things are yours. Lately, you have been causing me a lot of pain. You like to kick me in my ribs, but its ok B I understand that you are running out of room in there. You are a growing boy and mommy’s belly is only so big (for now), I just wish sometimes you wouldn’t kick me so hard. It has also been hard for me to breathe lately. Doing one simple thing around the house and I am out of breath. Before I never really felt “pregnant”, but I am beginning to really understand it now. Daddy has to help me up sometimes because I don’t think I can do it on my own anymore. It seems like every day my body is changing and you are getting bigger. I just can’t believe we are already at 31 weeks.  Did you know aunt Codie is leaving for Paris next week!? Mommy is so freaked out by that. I am trying not to think about it. Daddy thinks I am being crazy about it but I keep thinking about not being able to get a hold of her if I need her. She says she will have skype…but I am not convinced she will keep in touch with us enough. I am sure she will be having too much fun to worry about checking in with us. But after her trip to Pairs she will be coming down here to get ready for you! It makes me feel better to know that she will be here in case something happens while daddy is at work. Alright, I am going to try to get things done around here. Hopefully I don’t get too tired! I love you B.

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