I know you are only 35 weeks and not quite ready to come out. But if you decide you want to come early, it would make me so happy! I love being pregnant, it has really been a great experience. I haven’t had too many complications and I feel like so far everything has been pretty easy. But things change every day. I am not complaining, but you sure do move a lot! You move so much that I can’t fall asleep at night and sometimes you wake me up in the middle of the night and won’t let me go back to sleep. I guess you are just getting me ready for what my life is going to be like in a few weeks. I use to love feeling you move all the time, but I will be honest, now I am a little scared of it. You kick so hard! You kicked me the other night so hard that it made me cry. Then to top things off I have been getting heartburn like crazy. I have never had heartburn before and now I have it every day. So between you and the heartburn, I feel like I am barley sleeping anymore. Last night I woke up about 8 times to pee, then was up from 2 until your daddy woke up for work this morning at 5. He always asks me what I am doing when he gets up and I am just sitting in bed playing a game on my phone. I get so bored in the middle of the night. Good thing aunt Codie is coming soon. Maybe I can go visit her bedroom at around 3am when I can’t sleep. It will be so nice to have her here. I have been scared that I am going to start going into labor and daddy is going to be at work. I know it doesn’t take him long to get home, but that 20 minutes alone is enough to scare me. Besides I need some help finishing things in your room and getting everything perfect for when you decide to come home. I told aunt Codie that we need to make sure we are giving Riley a bath every week. I don’t want you to meet your new sister when she is all stinky. I would like her to be clean and smelling like a rose! I also told daddy that I want to make sure the sheets are washed and the house is clean when we get back. He said he would make sure that when we got home from the hospital that the sheets are fresh and clean. I told him that when I go into labor I am going to give everyone jobs. Daddy is going to vacuum, Codie is going to mop, and mommy is going to shower and get herself ready. Then we will all make sure laundry is started and things are in their place. I can picture it now, but I have a feeling it’s going to go nothing like that! It’s more like I am going to be in pain and freaking out and they are going to be crowded around me trying to figure out how to make me feel better. However it happens will be fine just as long we I know you are finally on your way! I am getting so excited to finally meet you. I wonder what you will look like. I wonder how big you are going to be. I wonder if daddy is going to cry when he first sees you. I know I will be crying. I can barley even look at a baby right now without bursting into tears. I am just so excited for you and can’t wait until I get to hold you in my arms.
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